i hope i can get kurtis and ryan nelson to help me with some videoblogged fashion ideas.  stuck inside the prada show trying to get to class but feeling too weird and shy and agoraphobic to go.  note: make a homemade audiofile bootleg of the entire soundtrack.
republished---forget the leather---it is depressing---talking with ryan about how prada uses nihilism and desperation to sell and enslave . . . the music is electro medieval . . . watching goebbels diary read by kenneth branaugh.  the umbrellas of cherbourg.  and wearing sanskrit and hebrew because it helps me face my fears.  want a lot of catholic stuff too, because it reminds me of my mother, and i love her.